You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Friday, July 10, 2009 / 7:28 PM

My life......
its sooo scary,
seeing people talk to me soo nicely so loving and caring
but then when i turn around
its like a KNIFE stabbed me in the back
it hurts alot
no matter how hard i try to take it out
or try to fic it so it doesnt leave a scar
its tooo painful

i dont know
when i can trust again
i really do want to :(

you know i use to be soo
nice and not bitchy
UNTIL I FIRST STEPPED INTO HIGH SCHOOL!!
every thing has changed about me
COMPLETELY!!
not only i start on people
but i BITCH about them tooo
each day is getting worse
im trying my BEST to be nice and my old me again
but i cant help it!!

GOD LIFE IS SUCH A BITCHH!!!
im in HELL AT THE MOMENT!!