You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
#190909 why!?
Friday, September 18, 2009 / 4:26 PM
Me and Simon as you can see....... not so good
i feel bad but at the same time i feel angry and annoyed
everything isn't the same as back then anymore!! its sooo weird ...
my problems are really
getting onto my nerves and its not nice
Me and Simon its just
its not working out like it use to anymore
every time i try and talk to him
it always end up into an argument it
pisses me off really
but i have to admit i think its all entirely my fault
and when i joke around alot
it ends up into an argument or a
'BYEE'
I'm sick of it... i always do things that he don't like
but i don't know.....
i don't talk to him as much as i did
when i talk i have to wait
wait for soo long i just want to k.o the
screen of the computer!!
or when he talks to me
i take forever to reply or else i give him
short answers. we use to hardcore
joke around and laugh
and call each other names like FAGFACE
OR FAGNUT!!
i miss those days.. all we do now is argue, scream,yell
i hate it makes me feel sooo bad and yuck
i don't know whats happening now
but i don't know why things
aren't the same as
it was back then i just feel like
crying...
and when i really need Tweety with me
I'm afraid I'm going to bother her.
and i don't want to be a burden
i don't know I've drifted away from everyone
Tweety.. i love her
she always look out for me and help me with my
unsolvable problems
but when she has problems i feel stupid and hopeless
its like I'm not there for her..
i really miss her i want to hug her and cry
things are getting a little to heavy for me to carry
in other words
complications are piling up on me
its not fair.. or is it just karma
my bestfriends...
i barely talk to anyone
i dont talk to anyone at all these days
i feel really lonely..
my bad times are coming back
and this blog will be filled up with emo things
arghhh i miss everyone!!
