You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes
Day # 1
Saturday, October 24, 2009 / 5:26 PM

im sorry guys for not updating.
hmmm im really bitchy arent i?
yehhh, i think i am.
i have no idea what im typing.

yehhh.. maybe i really should give up since i lost already.
lost everything. wellnot exactly everything but everything.
my life really does suck. if i dont get hurt, then i get bad mouthed.
life really does suck. maybe the meaning of life is to make you suffer?
i dont even know how i ended up in this small shitty corner.
been here many times, maybe this is the 1,000,000th time.
always the same place. seems to lead me to very dull places.

but luckily.... i have Tweety, Julieee, Steph, Elaine etc with me, trying
to help me get out of that corner. :)
well this is my upsetting news i lost. have fun reading my other blogs each day
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p.s me TWEETY && JULIEEE
we are going to cook...... CAKE AND MAKE GREEN TEA ICE CREAM!!
mmmmm my favourite!! LOVE YOUS!!