man, some kind of 2 weeks this is.
i dont know how many times ive cried this year.
but i can tell you tooo much to remember.

im not learning from my mistakes although im doing thhe same things all over.
i dont want any apology from people. i dont want any excuses i dont want any questioning any more im tired, =( pleasee give me a break.

i know im reckless, careless, selfish and everything bad.
you have to tell me. stop worrying about me getting cranky or grumpy but tis reality!
i have to learn but im not learning if you dont help. i dont want to be the same person all the time.

yes i know im not the only one who goes through shit. BUT STOP TELLING ME THAT. i know i dont need to know about things that i already know.
i care, i care about everyone! just i dont express myself in a loving way?

just like parents. they hit you cos they love you. they get hurt too. i rage cos i love yous tooo.


stop telling me to get a boyfriend. i dont neeed one. i just need real friends. friends where i can share secrets with, trust, emotions i dont need a boyfriend to do all these things, i really dont. im sick of having a boyfriend. i always get hurt cos i seem to always fall for the wrong ones.

man... what is this? what have i dont wrong?
vison.. i love you. thank you for being here for me when i neeed you most.but seriously stop making me laugh. <3

ellie. im sorry honey for hurting you. i love you and all but there are times i just have to let you go for awhile. i neeed to change annd give you a break dear. your my little baby sister that i will always love <3

trinh. i love you tooo same as above but older

thank you janette for the lift <3

southsiders!
thanks for the comfort on saturday night.
i really needed it. a special thanks to richie shiu! he made me laugh alot.
anh nam. you made me happy along with chi jam on the bike ride. it was embarrassing though.










im sorry to everyone out there that is reading this.
some of yous back then i know i treated you guys like shit. but ill take that back.

man, some kind of 2 weeks this is.
i dont know how many times ive cried this year.
but i can tell you tooo much to remember.

im not learning from my mistakes although im doing thhe same things all over.
i dont want any apology from people. i dont want any excuses i dont want any questioning any more im tired, =( pleasee give me a break.

i know im reckless, careless, selfish and everything bad.
you have to tell me. stop worrying about me getting cranky or grumpy but tis reality!
i have to learn but im not learning if you dont help. i dont want to be the same person all the time.

yes i know im not the only one who goes through shit. BUT STOP TELLING ME THAT. i know i dont need to know about things that i already know.
i care, i care about everyone! just i dont express myself in a loving way?

just like parents. they hit you cos they love you. they get hurt too. i rage cos i love yous tooo.


stop telling me to get a boyfriend. i dont neeed one. i just need real friends. friends where i can share secrets with, trust, emotions i dont need a boyfriend to do all these things, i really dont. im sick of having a boyfriend. i always get hurt cos i seem to always fall for the wrong ones.

man... what is this? what have i dont wrong?
vison.. i love you. thank you for being here for me when i neeed you most.but seriously stop making me laugh. <3

ellie. im sorry honey for hurting you. i love you and all but there are times i just have to let you go for awhile. i neeed to change annd give you a break dear. your my little baby sister that i will always love <3

trinh. i love you tooo same as above but older

thank you janette for the lift <3

southsiders!
thanks for the comfort on saturday night.
i really needed it. a special thanks to richie shiu! he made me laugh alot.
anh nam. you made me happy along with chi jam on the bike ride. it was embarrassing though.










im sorry to everyone out there that is reading this.
some of yous back then i know i treated you guys like shit. but ill take that back.